Hello! I have not written on this blog in a while and I figured that I would update everyone on some things that have been going on in my life.
This will also explain why I have not posted as much on here recently.
I have been focusing a lot on school. My grades have become of huge importance to me (not that they were not before, but now they are of even more importance). My goal is that I can raise my GPA, and with the classes that I take now, that will take a lot of time and effort.
This is where a large fraction of my time has gone.
I also recently got a new job, which is going really well so far. For a while I felt very stagnant, like I was not able to do productive things with my time. I feel as though this job has given me the opportunity to do something productive and work towards a goal. I like this feeling of production.
I have been trying my hardest to practice self love as well. I don’t mean bubble baths and face masks (don’t get me wrong: those are wonderful things). I mean waking up in the morning and actually going to my classes, doing my homework early to get it out of the way (though I still occasionally procrastinate on papers), eating healthier, trying to spend my money a LOT more responsibly, and making sure that my room is somewhat clean and livable. The short period of time that I felt stagnant was when I wasn’t practicing this form of self love enough. It was though I couldn’t bring myself to get out of bed to perform these actions.
Don’t worry. I am getting better now.
On the bright side, concerning this blog, I have written a lot of poetry over the past month or two, so expect a blog post about that! I really want to write more, but I will prioritize myself first.
This is what I think will help me the most. Especially mentally.
Prioritize your well being and all other things will fall into place. I love all of you and only hope that you can take care of yourself, just as I am trying to do right now.
Thank you all so much.