To be passionate is to really put your heart on the table and be proud of it. It is looking at your work and knowing that it can change the world and it can change people. Maybe not today, but your gut tells you that one day you can really make a difference if you just keep running with your talent or passion.
I don’t really know what I would put my heart on the table for anymore, at least when it comes to my hobbies. I have tried many things in my lifetime, but have yet to find something that REALLY influenced my life for a long time.
I have been trying new mediums of art and showing myself what I can do, yet I still haven’t found that “thing.” That thing that makes my heart feel full and completely alive.
I’ve been trying and getting back into all kinds of new things lately. Clothing DIYs, makeup, styling clothes, photography, sketching, and painting are but a few. I just can’t seem to find that one thing that really makes everything click.
My friends and boyfriend all have things that they are passionate about and that they are good at, and that little selfish side of me has always wanted to have that for myself. They all told me that all of these realizations come in time, but that is where my impatience is the end of me.
Have you ever felt so close to finding something but had no idea where to look? You just continue to play around and delve into the unknown because you know that feeling is there, but you just don’t know where to start.
I feel so so close to finding that for me. I feel so close to something that I think that I can really make a lifelong passion, but I have no idea where to start.
There are few things in this world that really make me feel anything in the first place. I have always wanted to feel this sense of passion and grace, and with a lot of inward thinking lately, I don’t want to feel this within only other people anymore.
I want that self gratification, the failures and fits, the pride of your own work. I want to go through this rollercoaster ride of art and try my best to show how I make sense of the world.
That’s what I plan on really working on for a while, too. I want to become someone that is passionate within her own graces and virtues. I have already started too.
No matter what you do, shove your heart on that table and embrace the talents that you have. Thats the only way we can truly change the world and the only way we can become happy.
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